ВИ; there are reasons that i can't stay, i counted them all myself; but i will always keep awake searching for how it felt, because all i want is to find myself in anyone, and i wonder if it'll ever come as easy as us giving up. if this could stop i don't think i'd want it to; i built my life around watching everything you do, it still feels like you can hear me when i talk to you; you just don't respond. all i want is to find myself in anyone, and i wonder if you're having fun in that empty space where we used to talk.